Trying to set up a blog site for my writing…it’s more overwhelming than actually writing something. I don’t want it blah, I want it to depict me and how quirky I am. I want a place beyond Facebook to where I can actually stop and see a specific idea, like describing color to someone who is blind or what music sounds like to someone who can’t hear. Like taking a feather and placing it into a hand that cannot feel…for me this is my personal reality. I can place a feather in my right hand and it’s just that a feather, it’s not soft, it’s quills do not poke me for I cannot feel it. I can place that same feather in my left hand and immediate notate that it is soft and manipulating it can be poked by the end. Describing something out of the ordinary to someone who has no reliable senses, is what I think about.

Then there is my need to express my opinions, my thoughts and ideas. Share some of my poems and stories. Knowing that somewhere inside me is a whole lot of Mindset Overload…(title of my page I am working on) overwhelming ideals that sometimes I don’t comprehend.

My unselfish place in society to fight for what I believe in, such as same sex marriage and how being a lesbian from small town America has changed me, to how being married to a woman is none of anyone’s damn business but my own.

This is me…this is who I am, I can’t change and will refuse to change…it’s my choice in this life I lead…